Someone had to stand up for me … it might as well of been me ….
The cat is outta the bag; the metal bars of fear have finally broken: the cheesy lines are a rollin’ and alas change is finally here!
“You’ve got to let go of who you were, to become who you will be.”
Friends, Family, Readers … I have finally done it. I have resigned from both my jobs. I have resigned from this life I have created in Edmonton. I have resigned from this insanity. I have finally admitted to myself that I am fucking tired. I have finally decided that I need to put myself, my health and my mental sanity first. And … stop doing things I think I should do and start doing things I want to do.
I jumped, arms swinging, heart chakra bursting open to something new. It is terrifying and super exciting. I have not figured out all the details, I have not sorted everything out, I have not even figured out anything accept on Sunday the 27th of August my journey begins.
For some time now I have been feeling stressed and depressed and over worked and under paid and dealing with a lot of bullshit and I hit my breaking point. I hit it like a semi truck on a squirrel running across the highway. It was gnarly. I have felt undervalued and a victim of an abusive work environment. I have taken it out on my kitchen, on my refrigerator and now on my waistline and I am just done. I need to take back what the last two years has stolen from me.
Everything I was trying to get together has fallen apart because I am so stressed. Working has been all I do, all I talk about and I have given everything with no payoff. My finances are a mess, I gained back all the weight I lost, I am struggling with vegan choices, I struggle with going to the gym. I have lost control of myself, my emotions and my prowess for awesomeness. I got lost. I forgot who I was because I got busy trying to be someone I am not.
Why am I sharing this … because I am gawd damn excited. And with that you should expect the return to travel adventure blogging and vlogging … lots of laughs and smiles and a whole lots less stress.
Have you even just stood up and said FUCK IT. I’m done?!
I wanna hear all about it below!