A got a little out of control … and by a little I mean A LOT … in the stretch of days from February 5-17, 2017. I have (will have) racked up a whopping 125 hours of working time (between both my jobs)… that is just bloody insane.
Last night after I got home from work I realized that the 3 day weekend that is coming couldn’t be more worth it and earned. I also realized that I am working too hard for not enough pay off. I then realize that I drank too much Starbucks and spent hours trying to figure out how I can make money online, what kind of side hustles I can do that are more interesting and less stressful and started googling the shit out of everything. 2 am rolls around and I start thinking about relationships, friendships, life in Edmonton and here we are on the roundabout of life sucking commitments vs personal fulfillment. Fuck Guys; I need a better plan.
I have had migraine for the last 5 days so I am slightly irritable and crazy over tired but … I just feel like Edmonton is that place where I have come to work not create a life. Or at least it feels like that most of the time, I feel like I lack human connection because I am so busy trying to survive. I guess this is a lesson in self care, slowing down and figuring out how to make the best decisions I can to get myself to a better place.
I am mostly too tired to formulate cohesive thoughts or thought provoking discussion … I am just really curious what you do in maximize fun, minimize debt and figure out this thing called life?
Write me beautiful things below. I need the Love.
Don’t forget to be RAD!